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So I have decided that I will cut my work hours. I do not want to remain at the job, but if I have to at least I won't have to be there often changing diapers and smelling shit all day. I am going to take time out to improve my health, finances, and outward appearance. I have no idea how rough this will be but I plan on doing it. I believe it will make me happier and give me more time to spend with my daughter and friends. I want this new year to be the begining of something special ( ME!!!!) I have been helping people and leaving myself out. I want to immerse myself in work with a purpose. I go to work and do the same thing all the time and it is exhausting physically but not stimulating mentally. A trained monkey could do my job. Maybe not but it does not require much intellect. I hate that fn job. I hate that I work there, I don't like the way that I am treated. I know that is how the work place is. Happiness is important with out it people leave this physical world. I want to try to get some type of enjoyment from this place before I croak. Being an Atheist makes me want to enjoy the physical world now.